New thing

So I'm creating this for me as a new thing. I got a 100% of our first exam which was pretty easy and I did really good on the CPR certification test. So I guess now I am CPR certified. Class has actually been somewhat fun, but next week we are starting with the book...Anyways, things have been pretty good. My friend told me that this world is all about feelings. Something good happens to us, we feel good, we are happy. Something bad happens to us, we feel bad, we get depressed. I can totally see how that is me. I let how I feel in that exact moment affect me that whole day. I let the little things get to me. It's hard for me to be happy even at the end up the day or week if say in the beginning of the week I got yelled at or something else bad happens. I need to learn to let go of simple unimportant things like that. That way I can be who I really want to be.

Only 86 more days left. The time is actually going by pretty quick. The less I think about it, the faster time goes. I can't wait to be done and move on with my life. I really actually am looking forward to working 2 jobs over the summer. And I am greatly looking forward to school and yet dreading it at the same time. Such a big step, but I am ready for it. I doubt a lot yes, but I know deep down that this is where and what I need to be doing at this current time. Maybe it will change next semester or next year, but U of I, is where I need to be. I'm glad that I am realizing this because it's such a relief and I hate worrying.