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Ahhh so another week almost done. 75 more days to go. I've really been thinking about dropping this class I am taking. It's nice to get away, but it is so time consuming and difficult. About midway through this week I think a little switch turned off in my head and I just stopped caring. I've still been doing ok tho gettin an 81 and an 83 on our first two big tests. Deep down I think it'll be hard for to accept the fact of maybe failing. If I try and fail would be a lot more painful or what not than if I "don't care" and don't try and fail. I hate being a failure.